I seriously should be getting up off the couch and crawling into bed. I am exhausted. But I just wanted to stop by this blog, in case their are any readers left.
We have been very busy! Every time I think we have been busy, we redefine the word "busy." Jeremy and I are both worn out and probably need to be scaling back. This weekend we are supposed to be having a garage sale, but since it is the only weekend in a 2+ month span that we don't have some commitment outside the house, we are going to take it easy. Well, as easy as I can while frantically grading last minute papers and making sure everything is correct in the computer for report cards. It makes me very tired to think of the weeks to come, because we are approaching conference time, which means I will have meetings with parents morning, noon and night for a couple weeks. It is emotionally exhausting and cuts deeply into time otherwise used for lesson planning and grading which will probably mean many more late nights at the school.
I have over committed myself this year, but I just can't find anything that I am willing to trim out. I guess I am literally "asking for it." So I really don't deserve your sympathy, but I do ask for your prayers. Peace, good nights' sleeps, energy and productive, smooth days would be wonderful.
I am also still really struggling with who God wants me to be and what his plan is for my life. I honestly never, ever wanted to be a teacher for life. There are several other things I would much rather do with my life, two in particular that are deep desires of my heart. I just don't know what the right thing is to do. So please pray also for my own inner peace, guidance and contentment no matter which direction my life takes (or I guess if I just stay right here as well.)
I would also like to ask you to specifically pray for missionaries tonight. Those preparing to go, those on the field and those struggling with the return "home." My mind has been with them a great deal lately and I wish so much there was something more tangible I can do. Perhaps I will come up with something, but in the mean time, I ask for your prayers. Pray for missionaries in general and then specifically for any you may know.
Thank you for listening, goodnight.